开心的一天

I decided to cycle home after my duty at 8am this morning. Out of sudden, When I reach camp guard house. I'm thinking of go take a look at her when she's heading to work. as usual, had my breakfast at yew tee Mac. Sitting facing e direction, where she will take e stairs up to her work place. From 8.10am, slowly had my bf and ard 8.55am i spotted a lady wearing aquamarine colour of dress walking up e stairs. Den quickly stare at e pave way and CAPTURE her side view. while she walk toward e doors, stupid level 1 celing block my view of her face. Wasted man. but anywhere feel happy to saw her side view for a second. it's definitely better then saw her back view only. hehe.

雨过天清

Today i really make up my mind and sent her the msg showed below.


Hi jia hui, realize that I create a stressful days for you. Sorry that I push so hard on u, and make ur days worst. In this 7 days I really feels bitter. But I realize that I must know when to let go and dun hold to tied. If nt u will zi xi er si de. I'm that kind don't like to anyhow guess and would like to understand where e problem is. I realize that u every time dun wish to disclose ur thinking,thought,problems to other. I feel that is better to make both of us understand what we decide and will do. What I'm doing is just wan u to be happy and enjoy ur days and not fear for my msg or picture sent. hope we still can be normal frenz and still can chit chat abit.

aNotHer eMo daY

200511 Friday
When ahead to JMC by Mrt for rehad for my knee injury, downloaded some ke ai picture on bb9780. 
Had my breakfast in jmc soya bean store. while having my bf, i give her a msg, 
"早安邱经理
Ich liebe dich ( german )"
my intention was txt her "好想你 " in german, but i realize that it say "i love you".
Once i notice that i quickly use "Miss you" to translate to german and sent her the correct msg "Werde dich vermissen". 
i did this bcoz, i her feel that i'm too bothering.


In the evening, i txt her using WhatsApp. Same thing like the day before, she didn't reply me. i really think i'm not much.

. . . . .

she didn't reply me on whatsapp and sms again. hai... dunno what she gonna give for excuse again. think she already give me an answer. i will stop whatsapp and msg her.

OMG

oh my god!! Physiotherapist doreen show me half ball when she bend down face up telling me my granny condition. still smile and look at me. so paiseh. but she looks cute.:p

In hospital

19th of may 2011:

came cgh with my granny.

we currently waiting for doctor as she done her xray of the leg.

心不在焉

1913hrs： 我想起我1827hrs发送给你的message，你没有reply我，我feeling有点si luo。
1922hrs： 我在想，我的dian lian是不是要做个句号？
1945hrs： 为什么嘉慧还没有reply我阿？
2327hrs： 我很伤心，是否我做错了什么？